My Decree

As one of my first assignments, I was asked to write a decree, in first-person PAST tense, as if the competition has already ended and I'm looking back on what I accomplished.  It will be an interesting exercise to see how closely expectations meet reality.

My Decree:

My life has shifted in such a permanent, tangible way, it's hard to believe I ever lived differently.  The strength and energy that has returned to my body, missing for so long, has allowed me to accomplish so much.  Now I feel unstoppable, due to the confidence I have gained from each accomplishment. The last four months have shown me that I am capable of doing the hard work and making the tough choices which, in the past, seemed beyond me. 

First and foremost, I am a runner.  I can run a mile.  No, seriously.  Never before, not even when I was a teenager, have a run so far.  I completed the March of Dimes March for Babies in less than 4 hours, and I'm training for my first mini-triathlon.  I've gained a great cohort of "action-buddies" who propel me forward, and allow me to feel needed and useful when I am able to return their encouragement.

Tackling workouts and boot camp have made me realize that getting the mundane stuff of life done and out of the way is a piece of cake.  Gone are the days when I was just so tired all the time that even the thought of laundry or doing the dishes was exhausting.  I'm up and at 'em each day, staying organized, planning meals, and getting things checked off the "to do" list, so my time is free for taking care of me: exercising regularly and making healthy meals for my family.  After lifting, grunting, and sweating for weeks and weeks, saying "no" to a cookie while I'm baking for my customers is easy.

One of the most rewarding results of participating in the BWLC4 is seeing the changes in my children and husband.  My "picky eaters" are trying new things, eating a wide variety of vegetables, and are making healthy food choices on their own.  They no longer pester me for treats, desserts, and sweet snacks.  They appreciate the treats they do receive, because it is truly something special.  Also, I love being able to run, bike, play tennis, and be active with them.  Knowing that I have set an example of fitness for them to reflect throughout their lives, gives me great satisfaction.

Finally, I am so grateful for the support of my husband.  He encouraged me with not only his words but also his actions throughout the competition.  He ran with me, listened to me, and shared his confidence in me.  Amazingly, he agreed to improving our entire family's way of eating, adopting a "clean-er" diet, and joining me in making healthier choices. His investment gives me confidence that we can move forward, maintain the changes, and continue to improve.